Honestly, this is the true. It was difficult at first, more than I will admit. I keep on thinking that you're still alive, just went some where far...So far that I am not able to see you. I wanted to hug you so badly. Like the very last time you said to me that you missed hugging me.
It was burdensome to accept it.

But as I continue living like this, I find it pointless of living.

I wanted to to tell you how much i missed you but those words will never be able to reach you.