Hi guys. Its been long since I've blog. Been busy working this few weeks. Also, there's been a lot of things happened lately. My 宝宝 Latte passed away on monday 31/12/2012, the last day of the year. It hurts to see her go. I don't want her to go. She is the most innocent, quiet and loving dog among the other four. I really miss her a lot. Memories of her flashes back to me everytime.

Grandma, friends and relative don't understand and keep asking me do you feel sad? Did you cried? Why are you not crying?
Yes I am sad and i did cried okay. Does that means I have to cry and be moody forever just to make sure you notice it? I seriously do not understand. I still remember my grandma asked me after my mom passed away, questions was like, 'why you didn't cry? Don't you miss her?' Similar questions was asked by a couple of friend and kin and now same goes for latte case.
 I carried her almost everyday and night. Night time she will always leap up with her two paws at my legs awaiting for me to carry her. I would always let her lay on my chest and stroke her to sleep. She is more than a dog to me, how can I not feel anything. I feel sad and miss her a lot. But life have to goes on. This is life. I won't and I don't want to get moody everyday waiting for people to notice and get comfort from them.


I seriously loathe people ask me this kind of senseless questions.